2018 - adulting

Assalamualaikum! Im writing this post while wearing my work suit, at level 19, Axiata Tower KL Sentral. Ive just finished my meeting with edotco, which is the subsidiary of Axiata Group. But omg, a year has passed! Time flies man. Seriously.

Should I start with the usual thing? By telling you guys how my life suck and dull and bla bla bla. F*ck no! Im wayyy past that sh*t. This year, is one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I fell in love, i fell out of love, i met new friends, i started travelling and managed to do more stuffs other than just staying in my comfy bed.

Anyway I have my own place now in KL (rented of course). Ive started a construction company with my dad and my sister. Its all good. Alhamdulillah. My dad is going thru his Haji as im typing right now. Good for him! And me myself are going to umrah this november. May Allah ease.

Since my last post, ive started going out with more girls, some are good, some are okay, some are straight up bad. But yeah im not that great pun haha. Btw last week I went to Melaka with a girl that ive just met for the first time. Bold move right? Haha. But it turns out okay! She was wonderful, very talkative (i like that), an intellectual. Apparently she knows politics more than i do! Bcause shes a political science graduate la bro...

But to be honest, this year is one of the best year of my life! This is how i imagined adult life should be. Yeah youre busy with work, but it doesnt mean that you cant enjoy your life as well! You have commitments, youre stabilizing your financial status, just like any other adults. Youre thinking about owning a house, buying stuffs for yourself, and more.


I think this is all for now, i have so much more thing to tell you tbh, my trip to bangkok, to jakarta and bandung. I promise if i got the time, i will tell you about it! May Allah ease our journey guys :). Alhamdulillah thank god for all the gifts and nikmat that has been blessed to us. Assalamualaikum :) 4.02pm 28 August 2018

Assalamualaikum!

Omg its been a year++ already since I last posted here! Good news is, life is goood! Family is good, friends is good, work? Biasalah ada ups and downs. But Alhamdulillah I'm not the same person as I am last year. I have so much to tell you guys. But I dont think sempat kot nak tulis all. Boleh la I put in some of the highlights. Hmm how do I start ye. Oh ya I started doing calisthenics with a group of friends from my taman, and now I can proudly say that Im getting fitter and fitter each day. Nak cakap kurus tu tak la, but ada improvement lah kan.

The point here is i started appreciating myself more. and what I'm trying to do for the past year is trying to love myself more, and invest more on myself, my health and my huge nafsu lool. Yeah Banyak betul self reward nii. But I dont mind tbh. My new principle in live is "live your life, do what you want to do, dont let anyone dictate your life." If you wanna buy something, just buy. Duit to boleh dicari. and it applies to semua benda actually. If you wanna go and sambung study, just go. If you wanna try something new, just do it! So guys, that is what ive been doing for the past year. Alhamdulillah, im getting happier day by day!

And the last one, im not gonna brag here, just wanted to share my achievements lah. Ive been promoted, and my boss gave me a raise. and im currently tengah set-up my next business with my boss, and the best part is, aku ada share dalam new set-up tu. It couldn't get any better than this tbh.

Thats all for now. I gotta go and siap for solat jumaat! So to anyone yang tengah baca ni, enjoy your life. Do something, anything. For yourself, and only yourself. And remember, You have to be selfish first, to become selfless". Thanks for reading guys. All the best. InsyaAllah. Assalamualaikum.

dolah 12.01pm 03.11.17

Fresh start

Assalamualaikum. Aku sedar. Jalan yang Allah atur kan la yang terbaik. No matter how kita try to deny it. It's for the best. Yeah I admit, aku jatuh, jatuh terduduk. The only thing yang aku betul betul Cuba untuk jaga, musnah. Salah aku jugak, tak pernah Cuba nak baiki relationship aku dengan Allah. Munafik ke aku ni? Bila Allah tarik balik orang yang aku sayang, baru aku terhegeh hegeh nak mengadu kat dia? Aku taktau. Tapi sekarang, memang aku rasa lost sangat. Maybe dah sampai masa untuk aku move on, masa untuk aku jaga diri aku sendiri dulu, baru jaga orang lain. Aku nak, satu hari nanti, aku akan ingat balik zaman ni, and bersyukur sebab Allah bagi aku ujian ni, so that aku akan jadi manusia yang lebih baik. Lebih baik untuk diri aku sendiri, baik untuk family, dan kawan2 aku, InsyaAllah. Ok lah, aku nak balik makan jap. May Allah ease our journey.
Assalamualaikum :'(
9.30am selasa 26/10/16

Uber driver @ Ipoh!

Assalamualaikum! Harini aku saja nak share yang aku dah berjaya daftar as an Uber driver di Ipoh! Process nak daftar dia senang je! Boleh register kat SINI

Cara nak register, boleh register link yang saya attach tadi tu, lepastu boleh download apps Uber Partner dekat play store (android) / apps store (iPhone).

Aku rasa tergerak hati nak buat pun sebab kawan aku sendiri yang recommend. Sebab jadi driver Uber, memang flexible. Kita boleh buat ikut time kita sendiri, kalau kita free, kita boleh set untuk online kat app Uber Partner tu, kalau kita taknak buat, or ada kerja lain boleh set to offline pulak.

Aku tak boleh nak explain banyak, sebab aku pun baru nak mula buat Uber kat Ipoh ni. Nanti kalau ada rezeki aku update lagi ya! May Allah ease our journey, insyaAllah.

Payung satu gambar kereta baru lepas basuh. Haha

Assalamualaikum
1.39pm
07/08/16
Dolah

This is it

Yeah, adulthood is not how I imagined masa aku kecik-kecik dulu. I used to berangan on hows life gonna be bila dah habis belajar, and kerja. So far, aku rasa macam 'meh', macamni je ke hidup orang dah dewasa? During my college life, I had a wonderful time, all the sleepless nights buat kerja, and all the overnight melepak sessions, impromptu trips. I had tons of friends, some of them aku tak kenal pun, but we can lepak like dah kenal 10 tahun. But now, its slowly fading man. People come and go, but I never experienced something like this. I realized that I really never had true bestfriends at all, AFAIK. But, I am so thankful for a few people yang decide to stick around and still nak berkawan dengan aku, eventho life aku dah tak exciting macam dulu dah.

Maybe this is a wakeup call for me. Too many dramas man, its so tiring and exhausting. Selama ni aku hidup untuk puaskan orang lain, and until this day, aku rasa aku tak dapat achieve anything significant pun. Just a lil bit of this, and a lil bit of that. Nothing man, and aku sedar, aku ni memang tak boleh hidup untuk fulfil orang punya needs. Frankly, sampai harini, aku still tak dapat nak determine apa aku nak jadi sebenarnya. All those big talks, maybe its for the sake of pleasing everybody. So that they wont look down on me. I have to start to accept the fact that I have nothing now. Im nothing.

But, I have to wake up and develop myself. I dont need to find myself anymore. Its too late for that. I just need something to hold on to, and hopefully by then, I can feel happy again, because right now, I feel like Im drowning, with no lifeline, all those motivations, It doesnt mean sh8t anymore.

I kinda miss the old dolah, the 'i dont give a f*ck dolah'. Living life like theres no tomorrow. Well idk, maybe personality aku yang dulu tu, hanya sekadar topeng. Untuk aku mask aku punya sadness. Right now, I have to unlearn balik things yang aku dah belajar sepanjang aku hidup. Never ever put the key to your happiness in domebody else's pocket. Trust me guys, because I learned it the hard way. Well, theres no turning back on that lah. Past is past, now Im gonna focus on whats happening now, and what am i gonna do next. May Allah ease my journey, and yours too, InsyaAllah.

dolah 5.23pm 02.08.16

2016!(hujung hujung dah hahaha)

Ya Allah! Pejam celik aku dah nak grad degree. Time Flies man. Now umur aku dah 22, my bday is in 2 weeks! For those yang baca my blog, im officially dah habis study, now kerja kat office aku intern! But kerja part time jelah, sebab menunggu offer lain yang lagi ok. Phew, time to focus on myself, time to improve myself, and to explore my minat and passion. 2015-2016. so many ups and downs, tak tipu. Sampai today aku still struggling in life.
Ini Masa DSA(Defence service Asia) punya convention!


Electric run with lis!

Ini pulak ofis aku

InsyaAllah may Allah ease our journey! (tak boleh tulis banyak! dalam ofis ni hahah kerja bertimbun!) Jumpa lagi guys. Nanti aku update gambar sikit hehe. Assalamualaikum!

im back!!

Assalamualaikum! It's been a while since my last post..itu pun terpaksa lol.
CANT TALK MUCH, BUSY BANYAK KERJA!
HIGHLIGHTS OF THIS YEAR;
1.Dah official dengan dia

2. Cut my hair short

3. Djoy dah nak kawen!!
There are so many things that I wanna cerita. Sadly, masa tak mengizinkan :(. I really hope I can continue menulis kat blog ni InsyaAllah. Jumpa lagi! Assalamualaikum.